inspired by

 inspired by Lara

 inspired by myself

 inspired by usual days

inspired by random feeling

drawing and me

This is just me, I had my hair cut a few weeks ago.,. maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago? I dont remember clearly P: By the way I like my new hair, I really love it even though it's not long at all, just it makes me special and different fom others, it's my own mood and style in my school :3 also im on diet and losing weight, i've lost 6kg until now, I wish I can reach my point 45kg. im 155cm so it's not that thin even I really acheive this goal so LETS KEEP IN SHAPE.

I took a photo of myself via my sister's phone, it's Samsung Galazxy 3. I always see samsung and apple are having a fight. Both are stupids. I dont like them fighting, why cant they just colaborate? That'd be freaking amzing craft which we havent experienced before! I prefer apple though P: I wanna get new iphone5! that was best appearance ever, 

yup, 

design: Apple >>>>>Samsung

function: Apple <<<<< Samsung

I drew it curing class... I'm a bad student, I always dont listen the class but draw something on my sketch book :D teacher doesnt care, so who does? no one. It's totally my free time, taking the class seriously is definetly up to me so I? chose to draw at that time. and I like that owl, isnt it so cute x)?? It really saddens me that I cant draw things like this until I finish the exam. I have only 20 days left omg :o... do you think that I can be the top in my class or school? well.. we'll see. I wish everytime I could be on top although I don't study much. But I studied 7 hours by myself today in a library, isnt it amazing :D? can you imagine yourself concentrating in studying math... even it comes to logarithnic function?! Proud of MYSELF★ I'm gonna listen Adele-chasing pavements which has been my favourite from yesterday, love her voice and melody of the song. 

just one drawing :)

Working Hard at Midnight or Beautiful Saturday

※Pictures are really huge!!!!!!※

I have a lot of things to study and prepare for my last exams in this semester(Yay, the last!). But it worries me as well that I can't do anything later If I'm not on it. Even at midnight, I get up and draw or make something If I get inspired. So weird, but I have realized it through 16 years, my entire life. So I drew something yesterday! All I had was only white and black paints. 

[I was inspired by Gotye's song, "Somebody That I Used To Know"]

And today,I'm chilling perfectly. I was supposed to do some houseworks because my mom has started to work at a grocery but after it, I'm totally free :)! I was bored so I painted my nail... and the outcome sucks. Allow for that it's the first time to me(I'm doing something for "the first" pretty often thesedays), It's not half-bad

I'm thinking about the things that make my life poor

Hmmm I'm thinking about a lot of things right now, like how I have acted until now. I think I'm always wearing a mask on my face and trying to look like another person. I had counseling before and the consultant said that I'm wearing too many masks on my face; I remember that moment clearly.

To tell the truth, I'm really passive and lazy. I like to be alone or just one or two friends who are really close with me. And usually I don't like social activities...... I'd rather draw the wall in my room if I need to do fake with surrounded by many people. Ah, the most important thing! I'm not a leader at all. I'm not good at leading people at all because I need to be led first before I lead people Hahaha xD 

But in my school, I'm the most cheerful and brave student! And actually I'm so brave about everything except myself. 

So here're the things that I want to be/tell/show...etc;

1. Hey, I like girls who like girls. I'm bi.; It's the most difficult thing to be or tell to my friends. Hopefully, none of one of my friends don't understand it. Hey, If you're one of my friend and understand it, please let me know.


2. Saying 'NO'. I accept almost askings from my friends, not because I'm an idiot. I read books about Audrey and Angelina(they're my life role model). They were just so nice and loved to help people. I was trying to do that. But I realized that I'm not a person like them! I can help people or poor African children, but not people who never tell me even "thank you" when I help them.


3. Not being swayed by people. I usually swayed by people around me or some awesome people in autobiographies! Like I told you, Audrey and Angelina have swayed me and other people like Anna Wintour, Hillary Clinton, Jackie...etc. It's not bad to be inspired or impressed but not good to try to just "be them".


4. I want to believe that I'm the best in "EVERY MOMENT".
I don't mean that I want to conceit but I be proud. It's similar with that I don't want to be swayed. Whew... But especially, when I see Swedishes....... My life's going to the hell(Study from 8am till 6pm in school and study more for 2 hours at home), I'm so comparable with them and It always sway me. I know that not every Swedish are happy meanwhile I'm doing something another except searching pictures of Swedish Haha


Well, I have a lot more but I'm gonna think of them by myself in this weekend(Yay!).
That will be more helpful than being worried about things now, studying goddamn factorization and finishing one work at the same time ....!{Here's the work! I like it and I just found that I used something wrong grammar(no hates->no hate)}
TGIF,

Color(neon&white)&(black&white)

Neon and white colors were on trend, and I have found this drawing from my old(I always say it's "old" although my friends say "not at all") note books which I used to draw something on it every time. As I remember, I think I drew it during a biology class. I concentrated on my working of drawing and that's why I don't remember what was the class properly; and of course I couldn't hear what teacher was talking about, heh..;) It took almost 40 minutes to draw because Its size was pretty big to draw and it makes me hard to do with my small pen which I used when I take notes. How does this outcome look like:-)?

I would be really happy If I had a Chanel bag just like this oneI have drawn!

My inspiration and It has come like this.

I have been inspired by American Flags and British flags! So it comes like this.

Like I told you guys(go to my first post), I'm learning fashion design in a year so I'm planning to make everything that I draw before I go the second grade! It sounds so exciting, Isn't it? Ah, Something hit my head when I was on instagram(ioolooi: this is me, follow me if you want!), and I draw them all immediately(It sounds like I'm a professional fashion designer haha :-]) and that was super awesome...!

I think I would sell my works to my friends because all of my friends who have seen my designs told me that definetely, they're going to buy what I will make.

Come on,I'm conceitting! Won't you compliment me? Anyway, Those were the sweetest compliments(or flatterings) in my life...... Yayyy!

The Things that could inspire you like I was inspired ;

Actually, I'm so in need with the fourth one from "Top Shop".

I saw it before at another blog and I went "Oh, My...!"*